Lean on Me

Ive always been an independent person, usually deal with everything myself. Being married and having someone there for you 24/7 is kind of weird and amazing all at the same time. However it does take alot to let go and be vulnerable and let someone be there for you, when you just want to deal with it and solve it yourself. My husband is so amazingly patient and supportive its kind of surreal. He just listens and it there for me and gives me space when i need it. as scary as it is now i cant even imagine having to do everything on my own. Its so amazing to have someone always there for you. My favorite quote on marriage is "Being married is like having a colored television set, you never want to go back to black and white." Its so true, sometimes its scary, but amazing and i wouldn't want to go back for anything!

Our Little Monster

Ive Always been a cat person, and my husband...not so much! Knowing how much i loved cats and that mine had passed away before the wedding he promised we could get a cat after we were married. Im pretty sure he thought i would just forget about it, but i didnt, so when we got back from our honeymoon we got a nine week old kitten. She is the cutest thing and the first day she was so shy and just cuddled up to us. As the week went on she got bolder and bolder, and now she is crazy! I had forgoten how sharp kitten claws were!! She claws her way up everything including us, but my husband seems to love her. As the days went on we got less and less sleep because we would wake up to her clawing us so one night we put her scratching post and water in the bathroom with her kitty litter and she had a sleepover in the bathroom. No need to call PETA shes fine shes a cat! So now everytime i start talking about kids im reminded that we cant just simply lock a child in the bathroom when we dont feel like dealing with it. So i think ill enjoy getting to be a little selfish and spending all the time in the world with my hubby watching gossip girl. For now :)