Recovery!

"It is not a sudden leap from sick to well. It is a slow, strange meander from sick to mostly well. The misconception that eating disorders are a medical disease in the traditional sense is not helpful here. There is no 'cure'. A pill will not fix it, though it may help. Ditto therapy, ditto food, ditto endless support from family and friends. You fix it yourself. It is the hardest thing that I have ever done, and I found myself stronger for doing it. Much stronger." — Marya Hornbacher 

Keep fighting recovery is possible. God pulled me out of that pit and he can pull you out too if you let him :) its worth every second of hard work and the relationship with Christ that comes out of it is worth every hard day in the world. While the authors quote above is right you have to do the work yourself but i couldnt have done it without HIM! He is my strength!